this is me

this is me
like a sun shine in the cold place
like the beautiful smile on the sad face
they give aportunity to live iternal
here or the other life with fly soul
you rised me so well to be that much loved
and you never said it's enough for you to stop
as much you give me as much I take
we were sweaming in our love lake
I wanted to live the moment with you like it's forever
but things happen and make it never
screaming on you, fighting with you that hurts you
and every time I do I know that I didn't mean to
I didn't mean to hurt you every time
because I am hurting my self in the same time
yes I deserve the blame in what I do
but don't leave me alone because I lOve you
believe that badly I do untill I can't explaine
this is me full of love but so much insaine

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# Posté le jeudi 05 novembre 2009 12:03

seems it's today, seems it's tomorow

seems it's today, seems it's tomorow
it's the day of today
but it seems like tomorow
the road that I will take
so hard to folow
my own way is all what I get
for all of you easy to know
no life, no luck for me
even if I take it so slow
I know it's me the guilty
but it's just trying a bow
since I remember the life
since I can't enough grow
they will take a chance
wasn't a dream but a saw
they will kill the only hope
I work to make it true
nothing I can say
but only a way to draw
to the death so quicke
maybe in suicide I am pro


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# Posté le lundi 19 octobre 2009 10:30

the shit I live

the shit I live

...oups, it's all my past and it's all my futur but the present is the one I live...truly I get blamed alot like I am so anoyning (the way it seems maybe I am)...the life is so hard with me, kind of no one accept me like I am, every one wants me to be the pesron he does like in me...for example mom (so hard women), she wants me to be that polite girl who does her duties at that much it's perfect, she wants me to hear french songs and all the classic music (kind of weard for me) and the damn bad thing is that she looks at every one in love as a bitch and maybe she is thinking I am bitch too (so horrible thought)...any way, I am in big prison cold house...dod...ok dod he don't care about what I like to do or to hear as music or the way I look like but he don't like my big askes (give me to buy that damn expensive thing that I don't really in need of)...and he looks at me as vampire never sleep (like yesterday he said you never sleep and you never let poeple sleep)...damn...I don't have insomniac (for your knwolege)...for my brother and sister (my big hole)...I am like big step they should over it...I can't live like I want...they all don't like my poems...they don't like my music...they look at me as disapointed girl never she will success like this way...finally...god...I am not bad...I just want to find happiness...and get accepted like I am...
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# Posté le dimanche 11 octobre 2009 06:51

the blOOd in my vein

the blOOd in my vein
could any body forgot his name
from silent sense he can feel it alone
I did forgot my name in once
when my heart beats with your own
I felt the immortal comes around
when I know that you are the blood in my vein
in the sunset and when the moon comes out
I see your eyes in the sky, it's true because I am not insane
so strange in this world so none I was
taken rest to be alive so much in vain
now together we made this unusual life
full of me and you with no more pain
I do feel your soft words in my ears
like the touch of your hands in my skin
a smile from you erase all the tears I throw
even the sky cry so much with the rain
I know that you love me as much I do
so I will adore you as much I can
after all what we have been through
I am so sure that you are my iternal lOve sign


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# Posté le jeudi 08 octobre 2009 06:46

Modifié le jeudi 08 octobre 2009 12:13

it's all abOut I lOve yOu

it's all abOut I lOve yOu
it's all about the things we can do
we are going to make every thing true
this is life so cold but we find a way
to live and moove on with safe try
it's all about this big desire
love for us bring the beautiful suffer
like something so iternal and last
we are not going to deny the lust
it's all about the miss we go throw
too simple it seems but so hard in it to go
like sailing in the cold water
but we keep mooving over and over
it's all about me and you
we together and no one in our saw
so proud being in your arms
there is only gravity in those bars
it's all about I love you
that small word I can say to you
you bited me to drink my blood
now my turn to have untill the end by my side

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# Posté le mardi 29 septembre 2009 05:58